Simple, complicated, but normal

28th December 2012

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To Friends

Days are long and the nights seem longer but no matter the time I know where ever you may be my dear friend I know that I can rely on you. Even if you are sleeping I know you will wake to my call. Heres to friends forever. Heres to the times when we are down and we fight over nothing. Heres to you listening to me when I had no one else to talk to about my mom. Heres to sitting at the meadow and talking about nothing at all. Heres to the awkward moments and the blushing moments. Heres to the night we up all night. Heres to the forever rival between Sonic and Mario. Heres to the Crash Bandicoot Racing. Heres to all those times that we can always remember in our hearts. 

To you, my friend, Fox.

15th May 2012

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most of the time when i am silent it is because of the third reason

most of the time when i am silent it is because of the third reason

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15th May 2012

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mymagical-childhood:

directionerfromdistrict12:

best. post. ever. made. on. tumblr.

this is really funny. i like it.

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10th May 2012

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Just Another Random Thought

If I could disappear to any place I would disappear into an endless meadow. In this meadow I would look around me and enjoy the scenery. But then it would be very lonely in this meadow. I would miss all of my family and friends. I would defantly miss all these new people I follow on Tumblr. Most talk about love lost and love gained. Some have awesome pictures, awesome quotes and unique stories. Besides its no use running away, my own problems would just follow me. So instead I will pursue my problems head on and not care what other people think of me. I will walk with my head held high and a smile on my face.

This is just another random thought that comes to mind when I am alone and can’t think of anything else to do. Today was full of adventure and I hope everyday can be like today. But I know it won’t be and that’s okay, because I love my life.

6th May 2012

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To My Dear Friend

I want to say congrats to my dear wolf, she graduated from collage yesterday. And even though sometimes we fight and arue we are stronger from it.  That’s right, I spoke correctly, this goes out to my dear friend. She is my best friend, almost my only friend. I shall do my best to be there for her. I shall do my best for her. I know she will never let me live down that I missed her graduation, but even though I missed it I can only hope that she had a good time.

Here is to you, my friend, my roomate, my dear romantic wolf. I hope in days to come that you will have fun. To you, I hope I can be a better friend. Good luck my friend and I will see you when I get back home.

17th December 2011

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Forbidden love… Ah how sweet, so romantic and just wants you to be with that special someone more. But like all forbidden love it is forbidden, untouchable. Unreachable. To love that what you cannot love can sometimes be heartbreaking and sometimes lead into a tragedy. But remember as long as your happy you can look at someone who says its forbidden and tell them to f**k off.

Forbidden love… Ah how sweet, so romantic and just wants you to be with that special someone more. But like all forbidden love it is forbidden, untouchable. Unreachable. To love that what you cannot love can sometimes be heartbreaking and sometimes lead into a tragedy. But remember as long as your happy you can look at someone who says its forbidden and tell them to f**k off.

4th October 2011

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I can’t.

I can’t think, thinking is too much. I can’t cry, crying is a sign of weakness. I can’t be angry, I don’t want fights. I can’t be sad, sadness is also a sign of weakness. I can’t be mad, being mad doesn’t get me anywhere. I can’t joke around or be sacastic, some people might take it literal or get offended. All I can do is smile and force back the pain of ever day back hoping that it will go in time, knowing that all that pain and emotions are building up, but I will smile because I can’t show I am hurting, because my friends and my family will start to blame themselves and I don’t want that. 
So I will smile and try and have fun because I can’t let them know I am afraid, angry, sad, or in such pain. I don’t want them to blame themselves, because if they do that, I will feel worse. I can’t show it or express it, but I feel it deep behind my pained smile and forced joy. 

29th September 2011

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To my far away friend, who I miss. Though there is a distance between us I can still hear your voice telling me to smile and keep my head up. Only a week left and I can’t wait to be listening to music with you again. Can’t wait to talk with you, can’t wait to hold you close and say ‘hey, I missed you.’ so to my far away friend, don’t worry and keep your head up, everything will work out; maybe not the way one plans for it to work out, but everything does work out in the end. so you smile and keep your head up.

To my far away friend, who I miss. Though there is a distance between us I can still hear your voice telling me to smile and keep my head up. Only a week left and I can’t wait to be listening to music with you again. Can’t wait to talk with you, can’t wait to hold you close and say ‘hey, I missed you.’ so to my far away friend, don’t worry and keep your head up, everything will work out; maybe not the way one plans for it to work out, but everything does work out in the end. so you smile and keep your head up.

28th August 2011

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And No One Will Know.

I remember when I could hide all my sorrow and anger behind a smile and act like nothing was wrong. Now I cry and yell with anger wondering who I am. My sadness and anger consume me and I can’t stop eating because if I do then I will snap at someone who is close to me. So instead I will stop eating as much and instead of speaking, I will remain quiet and listen.

I will again hide all my pain, anger, and sorrow behind a smile so that way no one will worry, then I will become a shattered memory with a broken heart and a strong mind and the will to try my hardest.

15th August 2011

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And when you realize that everything is just chaos, you start to wonder how you can just go back in time and figure out where you took a wrong turn.

And when you realize that everything is just chaos, you start to wonder how you can just go back in time and figure out where you took a wrong turn.